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I wanted to be alone so that I could finally be okay with being…alone. I mean, with being myself and all that stuff. I haven’t felt independent for a long time. And I’ve been feeling great for the past month or so…god, I really thought it had been longer. But I’ve been awesome. But it’s still there. This little demon sitting on my shoulder. And then every once in awhile I do this stupid shit to myself. It’s like self-mutilation or something. I just decide one day to listen to Green Eyes or look at old pictures or…fuck, do anything. Everything still reminds me of him, it doesn’t matter what it is. I keep wanting to get a journal to write in, as opposed to this. But then I think, if I had something that I wrote in every day, what would I write? And the answer was clear. I hate thinking about love.

I put so much weight into that word and I wish I didn’t. Maybe it’s because…I don’t know. I don’t know why I’m trying to write all of this out right now. It would take forever. Eh, the party’s not until later.
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• How to get the financing and make the contacts to get started
• How to start small and local, be hands-on and go step-by-step with a vacation home to rent out, a pure rental property or a small apartment building
• How to find and value great properties, do the numbers and ensure you have that beautiful thing called cash flow
• How the government blesses real-estate investors with tax breaks and loopholes, and how you can be one of the anointed
• How to deal with the nuts-and-bolts of being a landlord and have a strife-free relationship with your tenants

Have we forgotten about 9/11? How can the Bush Administration even think that a deal to allow Dubai, a country with known past links to terrorism, to guard our ports is reasonable? The proper thought was not put into this. This sounds like a case of cheap labor to me. Either someone else wasn’t willing to take the right amount of money or there was just a poor error in judgment on the part of the people involved in making this decision. Anyone who doesn’t see the room for smuggling and terrorist infiltration into the company in this deal is extremely closed-minded.
I also am beginning to see (not really beginning) how things are dealt with differently by different people in the situation. Even though sometimes I wish the roles could be reversed. FUCK!

Broken-hearted man. The road can be cold and it’s always long. I love you but I can’t remember why. I tried to move on but I can’t. I tried to think of bad times, good memories are all I have. But you weren’t coming for me. For all the hardest roads we have to walk alone. I’m not your man. I will carry you as long as I can. How do I know when it’s time to stop? You swept me away. There’s a sign telling me I’ve got to go. I am thanking you. How can you tell when goodbye means goodbye? Love gets lost. Don’t say it’s over. For all I know there’s more that I don’t. Just do your best, it’s the only way to keep that last bit of sanity.